Hi,
For those who aren’t going to read any further, here’s the link to my prezi presentation: Chasing the Donkey!
First half of placement: too much thinking, not enough doing.
Too often in contemplation:
- Why am I here?
- ”Laissez-moi dans ma pauvreté, je vais m’en sortir.” – “Leave me in my poverty, I’ll pull myself out.” Thinks my host father out-loud after a frustrating encounter with some NGO reps.
- Attentisme: ”wait-and-see attitude”. There’s a strong culture of waiting for projects. When an NGO-installed borehole pump stops working, communities wait up to two years before it gets repaired. Nobody in the community has the skills to fix it, but nobody took initiative to find someone who can fix it either. Am I here to encourage people to take initiative?
- How many of you have pot holes on your street? Do you know how to repair them? How many of you have made a request to have them fixed?
- It’s the end of June. For 3 days now many of the youth have been at the parish, 40 km away, to be baptized. Mesmin and I go to check up on the newly baptized. It’s world cup season. Everyone is anxiously asking us: ”has it rained back home yet?”
- A woman’s group is asking me about how to grow soya and convert it into sumbala sauce (sauce for cooking). Two kilometres down the road there is a soya farmer, and his wife knows how to make soya sumbala sauce.
- My union gets support (training, money, things) from Donor. Mr. M works for Donor and he came on Monday to ”prepare” our farmers and the union for the visit of Donor’s inspection team who’s function is to gauge the effectiveness of Donor’s support. ”Preparing” the union for the visit means encouraging the union to give a squeaky clean report of Donor’s support. This makes Donor feel good about what he’s doing, and it ensures the union will keep receiving the support, regardless of its effectiveness… Oh yeah, it also ensures Mr. M keeps his job.
In all these thoughts, feelings and experiences, my greatest enemy has been my own complacency. I knew that I could be doing more. I also knew that by not doing much I wouldn’t be reprimanded, and due to my complacency, my ”laissez-fair” attitude, I was not upset with myself. Let me share with you a story that has sparked an attitude change in me.
This story involves two young boys and a donkey. I was walking home from a run and out of the blue a donkey, with wagon attached, was running FULL FORCE along the road about 20 meters away. Trailing 10 meters behind were two small boys chasing after the ass, running as fast as they could. Eventually a dog caught up and intercepted the donkey, causing it to trip. I took in the scene, shrugged a bit and thought to myself: ”hmm, pretty interesting. Not something I’d likely see back home…”. This incident happened over a month ago and it wasn’t until recently that I thought to myself: ”Sammy boy, you should’ve chased that donkey too!” I know that if I had joined in on the chase, I would have felt good.
”Don’t ask what the world needs. Ask what makes you come alive, and go do it. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive.” – Howard Thurman
This sparked an attitude change in me and since then I’ve been striving to chase the donkey, that is, being proactive, taking initiative… opening my conscious to what makes me feel alive. Less contemplating and a little more doing, more being. By doing there is always the risk of failure, but by not doing there are risk as well. It comes down to acknowledging failure as part of learning. I’m going to chase that donkey. If some good comes from it, tant mieux, if there’s failure, there will undoubtedly be lessons learned. What does ‘chasing the donkey’ look like? Let me show you:
Lunch:






